That night I hung up the phone. Tears were rolling down my eyes.
  All I had was the comfort of my best friends. The next day left alone.
    I watched the Lions game. Anything to get my mind off of you.
  I didn't care who won; I already lost.
  Remembering those words that I deserved better than you.
    I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for?
  A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door.
    Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter.
  I wanted to throw it up and send it to you
  Just to give you a reminder of how it feels
  To destroy someone's holiday.
    I went to turn on the TV. Home Alone was on, how fitting.
  I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why. Still left wondering why.
  Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died.
  Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores.
  I just wanted to rip out my eyes.
    Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you.
  Hoping to never see it again.
  It still pops up sometimes.
  And a tear still rolls down my eyes.
    Winter never felt so cold.